too much google

Intertnets, this is day 2 of my quest to drive myself to panic over my son’s current illness. How many times can I type his symptoms into a search box? More than you can imagine.

How many times does it come back with something comforting, something that helps? A few, but they don’t seem to carry as much weight as the others, the frightening ones.

I want to wake him up and see how he is now. I want to ask him how he is every five minutes.